just me

"WAKE UP!" You're yelling at me.

cut this out, you're all thats left with my sanity..

Silently breaking away at my core

the innocence that once was there, no more

the buidling to the fire grows

without words so filled, you now leave me with scorn..

You had a strength in your stable mind,

You had no judgements when I called you mine.

I'm angry now, no pain but hate,

so cowardly, for you just to walk away.

Excuses so, so poor, a lame child would laugh,

Giving up out of everyone, I'd expect you last.

I do not pity myself, okay maybe a tad...

But how you came back with nothing...

not even in your heart or hand,

leaves me regrettably mad.

I saved your words, your soul put in them.

You told me all I wanted to hear,

but apparently you "weren't too clear."

Your cheap excuses, I no longer pity...

because your last words of 'kindness'

left me feeling shitty.

Unless you grow up now you'll miss the bus,

for women like me only come around once.

I loved, love and leaving it behind,

what ever man once, was, were just mine.