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Ok!!!! Ladies and Gentleman, Boys and Girls, and all other light sentient beings alike. Here is todays distinction:

"The difference between Thinking and Feeling."

So this realization changed everything for me when I realized the difference between these two things.
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First, we must understand that we are NOT THE VOICE IN OUR HEADS!!!!!!! If you are wondering what I am talking about stop readi

ng, and turn off everything and sit in silence.. "What voice is he talking about?" "Is it this voice that I hear right now?" "I wonder why he is sharing this" "What did I have for breakfast?" etc, etc, etc....... That Voice is NOT You!

Life does not happen in your head, life happens out here, in the world where we experience everything.

So thinking, mindless thinking is crazy!!!! I can give you a circumstance and you can sit all day thinking of the infinite number of different outcomes and at the end of the day, you have sat around in one place doing absolutely nothing.. Example: You are where you are A, and B is where you want to go to next.. How many different ways are there to get from A to B.. Infinite!!!!

So thinking about your past is silly because your past is enough to get you to where you are, but not enough to get you to where you are going. And thinking about the future, aka "future tripping" is equally silly because we can not predict what is going to happen ten seconds from the present moment, let alone of days, weeks, months, or even years ahead. So sitting around thinking of the endless possibilities of the things that will not happen are wasted energy. The only thing that is REAL is the NOW. Period, plain and simple. The now is all we have.

So the secret is to be present! Be in tune with the moment. And do so because we only get every moment once. Be in tune with the Now. And the key to having a profound relationship to reality and being present is you heart! Your heart will always point you in the right direction. And when you are feeling everything, you are present to life, and everything around you.. Your entire surroundings and yourself.

And the best part is that your heart only tells you two things.. It only has two possible outcomes unlike your mind. Your heart will tell you: "Does this feel right?" or "Does this feel wrong?"

If something feels right, then you know that your are walking your path of happy every unfolding destiny. Because everything happens for a reason.

And if something feels wrong, then you have the power to create a new possibility, take a new action, and get back to having things feel in the right once again.

Simple, effective, awesome!

Once I really turned this inward and starting living this, and being this distinction, a heavy load was lifted off my shoulders as I realized that I could finally stop thinking all the time, and getting stuck in my head, and that the answer was there all along! To experience the now! To trust my heart, because your heart is your soul, and that mindless always talking voice in your mind is your identity..

Now as a final note, because in the back of your mind, there is an itch to scratch.. And that is that there is a clear difference between critical thinking and mindless thinking.. When you are weighing your options in the present moment your heart and your mind are inter-connected.. Because asking yourself how something feels to make a decision is making a connection between your mind and your heart, or mind and soul in order to be on your path.

Remember: "Once a wise man, twice a fool."

We are not infallible creatures.. We as a species make mistakes. But learn from our mistakes and be the most knowledgeable and powerful entity in existence. But make mistakes, and not learn the lesson in those mistakes, and continue to repeat that mistake in all facets of your life, and be the fool in your own creation.

The definition of insanity: Doing the same action over and over again while expecting a different outcome.

I hope that this distinction of thinking vs. feeling has opened your way of being to a new possibility.

Thank you for my life, thank you for my friend, family and loved ones, and thank you once again fro being a channel to share my personal experiences with all that I am connected to!

Namaste with Love, Light, and Gratitude!

♥ The Fire Cat >^o.o^<

a peronal story.

"Be content with what you have; Rejoice in the way things are. When you realize there is nothing lacking, the whole world belongs to you."- Lau Tsu.

taking thoughts into action, discovering me.
to triumph the mind thoughts,
beginning the gifting that with in pain lies beauty.
a lotus grows from the broken mud,
as will the lady use her own self love.

trying trying so hard.
for greatness. goodness.
humility. a positive reality.
someone worth experiancing truth in a true love.
fairy tales may not exist in this time,
 but I'll wait for when that story is mine.

a beautiful summer reminder

When the world tests your spirit,
can you hold your head high and spread your wings?
Will you hold your breath to see the sea,
can you open your eyes through the salted mysteries?
When the photos are tainted, withered with care,
from holding on for the memories that are no longer there.
Can that selfish voice inside your head now become still in your mind,
as the footsteps you once kissed step away for your wish to give up trying.

While some keep the hands pressed in prayer to the heart,
time will continue, so I forfeit this love that had no ending, nor start.
My toes dance to the same sweet loveless beats,
as in those moments I pretended to wish on childish dreams.
I'll read to words of time to ease the ache,
throwing a chin high forcing my wings to spread, although they are weak.
and Although black drips drop to the floors,
I sweep them with my toes as the ocean's hold grips to my cold core.
I'll let my body float accepting the fate,
that the breath for this old love is the last breath I'll take.
And whether you come to the sense that there could have, would have... maybe,
well darling there just shouldn't have been a thought I was your baby.

Lifting this veil I can now reassure our love's truth,
there was passion in us both within all that we do.
Sweet music in the sheets, upon counters and against doors,
but that was the problem there was no special moment, just another moment as your wh*re.

This is not a letter, nor song for a sap
but a reality check with words in myself, for I am worth more than that.
Knowledge is gained within but a break,
Just two point five months will get you growth, at least that much is at stake.
So forgive my corny lingo, analyzing this poem,
all the words written could not be written without love alone.
... for when in Rome, a few heart breaks were made,
I'll triumph again for at least this past weekend I was gifted to be once more (passionately) laid.


MJ 2012 *a beautiful summer reminder*

peter pan. faeries. lovely thoughts and song

“Did you know I always thought you were braver than me? Did you ever guess that that was why I was so afraid? It wasn't that I only loved some of you. But I wondered if you could ever love more than some of me.

I knew I'd miss you. But the surprising thing is, you never leave me. I never forget a thing. Every kind of love, it seems, is the only one. It doesn't happen twice. And I never expected that you could have a broken heart and love with it too, so much that it doesn't seem broken at all. I know young people look at me and think my youth seems so far away, but it's all around me, and you're all around me. Tiger Lily, do you think magic exists if it can be explained? I can explain why I loved you, I can explain the theory of evolution that tells me why mermaids live in Neverland and nowhere else. But it still feels magic.

The lost boys all stood at our wedding. Does it seem odd to you that they could have stood at a wedding that wasn't yours and mine? It does to me. and I'm sorry for it, and for a lot, and I also wouldn't change it.

It is so quiet here. Even with all the trains and the streets and the people. It's nothing like the jungle. The boys have grown. Everything has grown. Do you think you will ever grow? I hope not. I like to think that even if I change and fade away, some other people won't.

I like to think that one day after I die, at least one small particle of me - of all the particles that will spread everywhere - will float all the way to Neverland, and be part of a flower or something like that, like that poet said, the one that your Tik Tok loved. I like to think that nothing's final, and that everyone gets to be together even when it looks like they don't, that it all works out even when all the evidence seems to say something else, that you and I are always young in the woods, and that I'll see you sometime again, even if it's not with any kind of eyes I know of or understand. I wouldn't be surprised if that is the way things go after all - that all things end happy. Even for you and Tik Tok. and for you and me.

Always,
Your Peter

P.S. Please give my love to Tink. She was always such a funny little bug.”
― Jodi Lynn Anderson, Tiger Lily

“She did not believe he could have really gone, because for her, to leave the person you loved was impossible.”
― Jodi Lynn Anderson, Tiger Lily 

“David tells me that fairies never say 'We feel happy': what they say is, 'We feel dancey'.”
― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan in Kensington Gardens 

“I'm not going to let anyone Wendy me."

"Wendy you? What the hell does that mean?"Talbot asked.

"Wendy, from Peter Pan! Peter and the lost boys set to go off fighting pirates while Wendy has to stay back and clean their stupid tree house. We'll, I'm not doing it. I'm fighting for my baby brother and that's final.”
― Bree Despain, The Savage Grace 


“You know that place between asleep and awake, the place you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you, that's where I will be waiting”
― Peter Pan

"When the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies."
— J.M. Barrie (Peter Pan)

Fairytales:

"If I’m honest I have to tell you I still read fairy-tales and I like them best of all."
— Audrey Hepburn

 

 "Come away, O human child!
To the waters and the wild
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the world's more full of weeping than you can understand."
— William Butler Yeats (The Collected Poems) 

 

The fairy poet takes a sheet
Of moonbeam, silver white;
His ink is dew from daisies sweet,
His pen a point of light.
~Joyce Kilmer

 

my quote for the day that I think maybe, I just made up.

" Hear words and song of beauty, Your world becomes beautiful.
Speak words and song of beauty, You become beautiful to the world!"
- mj fairyjane ♥

 

Blind folk see the fairies.
Oh, better far than we,
Who miss the shining of their wings
Because our eyes are filled with things
We do not wish to see.
~Rose Fyleman

 

And though you should live in a palace of gold, or sleep in a dried up ditch,
You could never be as poor as the fairies are, and never as rich.
~Rose Fyleman

 

Getting a tad bit girly today...    

 

 

fb can be useful for motivating positive life

You're pretty cool lady, got the good flow and I've noticed you're a positive energy for your friends.

thank you love i know how bad I want to surround myself with greatness, love in positivity and knowledge so I should expect that want to be of those I surround myself with.

I feel you.

ahhh the feeling of connection in goodness! this is why I know the world is healing...

too much knowledge in having a healthy, positive life is being shared!

incerpt from a conversation...

...defiantly growing alot ..always have been one who seeks knowledge for in and out.. i guess since i love people around me so much I want to make it bearable. I know I love growing from the ones i surround myself, so i figure they would want the same. -mj

status 9-12-2012

“Kill all my demons, and my angels might die too.”
― Tennessee Williams

This quote was presented to me by one of my closets friends, now fully settling in to my mind. These words help me acknowledge that my faults, may it be my hyper active self getting to happy and squeely, or maybe when a girl gets a little(or alot) emotional for a hot minute, seeking too hard to find understanding in miscommunication  ... its so important for those around to stay present. Accept those silly faults as perfections (that can be worked on with love). Accept somebody when what feels like a sludge puddle of confusion and anger is building in the relationship... understand that "this too shall pass". After those messes and personal break downs, after the being comes out of the crazy tunnel, Growth is then presented. Understanding in self and with that understanding is a much greater appreciation for those who stuck through and held space whether it be a friend, lover, family member, There are always exceptions to the rules but when you yourself need to breakdown and breakthrough... you OF COURSE want the love, support and people to understand (or just hold space). Be there for one another... these times are trying. There are incredible changes being created that as human beings, we should be supportive of one another. No judgements, instead helping one another with growth... mmm Open mind, Open heart.
side note: When holding a heavy stone, it read "Do you like carrying this weight" and on the opposite side of this black rock said "Let it go". wow. Sending love, light and fairy kisses to all those whom I am blessed to know, get to know and grow with. xox -fairy jane

nication  ... its so important for those around to stay present. Accept those silly faults as perfections (that can be worked on with love). Accept somebody when what feels like a sludge puddle of confusion and anger is building in the relationship... understand that "this too shall pass". After those messes and personal break downs, after the being comes out of the crazy tunnel, Growth is then presented. Understanding in self and with that understanding is a much greater appreciation for those who stuck through and held space whether it be a friend, lover, family member, There are always exceptions to the rules but when you yourself need to breakdown and breakthrough... you OF COURSE want the love, support and people to understand (or just hold space). Be there for one another... these times are trying. There are incredible changes being created that as human beings, we should be supportive of one another. No judgements, instead helping one another with growth... mmm Open mind, Open heart.
side note: When holding a heavy stone, it read "Do you like carrying this weight" and on the opposite side of this black rock said "Let it go". wow. Sending love, light and fairy kisses to all those whom I am blessed to know, get to know and grow with. xox -fairy jane

Outta my mind and into my heart

These past few months have been the most incredible journey.
Falling in love with every person I have surrounded myself with... they have become a family.
Falling in passion and love with where my heart is taking me, forcing me to listen, learn and I am gaining so much knowledge, an overwhelming amount of grace in advice.
Where am I going? How the hell am I supposed to plan a year ahead solidly when everyday the world is blessing me with a new choice and opportunity EVERYDAY. God, how the hell do I show these people my appreciation, my love and support?!... Just taking a little step at a time, walking the walk. Recently I was confronted with the fact of how I let myself get caught up, forgetting to stay present... which in the end pushed my mind and heart from where it was desired most. The only possible way to show I learned my lesson, staying present, staying with purity in intention and chilling out when my mind overcomes my heart. The quote most prominently used in my everyday life, "Outta your mind and into your heart". At this point it feels like a skipped record. The most beautiful skipped record I could hear. Thank you all for sticking through and through with me, giving me the opportunity to overcome my own brick walls, letting my mind wonder from a stable place every now and again so I can veer into adventure... if I never had these adventures, if I never stuck my neck out to literally love as strong as I do, if I.. if, if  if...well I wouldn't be the fairy whom I am today.  This beautiful life, is the best life of my life. I love you all. EVERY... single... one of you. But mostly... I love YOU! Thank you! The photos only give an idea of these beautiful moments, people and adventures. Hot damn  I am truly happy.

busy in la,

Beginning photos of Burning Man... more to come

fate

so constricted in my own mind, constant bickering,these voices with in myself
negative force field seems to sucumb our time together as we melt into an unhealthy romance
a repeated field trip for our bodies to mask what we challenge our hearts to feel
your reaction to such lovely habits of affection leave you conflicted inside yourself.
this THING has turned into a love-less ending to what once was a minefield of golden passion
our touch once left chills, craving to defeat your body. So badly my mouth watered for your sweat against my skin.
salty drips as you held my body so tight to your every moving muscle. pulsing inside me and entangling my hair between your fingers, pulling my head back to hear me moan your name.
Thank you for those moments. Tied up with you, my head against your chest, there isn't a man that can give me that comforted feeling, a feeling of loosing all the thoughts that now haunt me.
 But I do deserve a chance to feel loved back. There is an imbalanced force that has sucked the love from this THING. No longer are my kisses returned, for I grow weak whenever you turn your cheek. No longer do I wake to your hands searching the sheets to melt into my skin. My eyes are like an opposing magnet for yours, our eyes have turned from longing looks to painful glares. Let me put this on a good note... give me a chance to finish the story well. I do love you, I do but a breathe is needed... for now breathe with me. stay present...

EMPOWERED WOMAN by Sonny Carroll

Found this piece and resonated with it... Not someday. I will start today to become an empowered woman.

“The Empowered Woman, she moves through the world
with a sense of confidence and grace.
Her once reckless spirit now tempered by wisdom.
Quietly, yet firmly, she speaks her truth without doubt or hesitation
and the life she leads is of her own creation.

She now understands what it means to live and let live.
How much to ask for herself and how much to give.
She has a strong, yet generous heart
and the inner beauty she emanates truly sets her apart.
Like the mythical Phoenix,
she has risen from the ashes and soared to a new plane of existence,
unfettered by the things that once that posed such resistance.

Her senses now heightened, she sees everything so clearly.
She hears the wind rustling through the trees;
beckoning her to live the dreams she holds so dearly.
She feels the softness of her hands
and muses at the strength that they possess.
Her needs and desires she has learned to express.
She has tasted the bitter and savored the sweet fruits of life,
overcome adversity and pushed past heartache and strife.

And the one thing she never understood,
she now knows to be true,
it all begins and ends with you”.~Sonny Carroll

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