Hey ms. beauty queen
youre far from being me
but your soul is on fire.
       You can sing a tune,
take away the gloom
oh how your destined to succeed.
       The men, they stop and stare
you just toss your hair
There's more to you then meets the eye...

(c) .mandyjane. 

manifesting somewhat of a destiny.

"There's a difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and who we're meant for."
-The Notebook

I will destine myself for good health.

Someday I will be an incredible mommy.

I WILL conquer my fear of driving, and achieve a license!

I WILL love my inner self, not too much...just enough for someone to love me too.

I Will dance on my toes again, I Will Dance forever.

"You give my life purpose. And maybe, maybe that's enough. Because it's just about the greatest gift one friend can give another"

I will build a stable foundation with friends and family.

I Will achieve inner peace.

I Will fall in love, and be loved back...with a healthy relationship.

I Will travel the world and discover me.

I WIll build my foundation of life and become stable. With a home I've built with my own family.

I will live happily ever after.

power of positive word

Why do I look in the Mirror so much?
Maybe it's because I'm trying to see what everybody else sees. I know it's not because I'm vain, because on a daily I have to ensure myself that I am enough.
Instead of working on outer beauty though, besides the day to day application of mascara, I try so hard to work on it in me. Ensure others that they know of my presence for support, love and letting them know they are somebody worth it.
I do this in hopes I get the same in return.
I hope this doesn't seem too selfish... I really mean the things I do because I know how it feels when someone tells me I'm something of significance. I want those around me to feel loved and needed.
I hate the feeling of feeling worthless, it's my flaw. It's the black angel that sits on the opposite shoulder of the gold angel I try oh so hard to listen and be guided by. That black angel pushing such hard, horrible messages has made my head so cloudy and wild but I over power almost each time.
That's what is so great about self realization. Finding that part of me I fought so hard to resist, even though it would make me better... Because it wasn't until this moment that I needed to realize that through trials and pain, I need to know this about me now. Self.
Being present. Fighting back tears trying to figure who I wanna be, where to go, what to do, how to make money. Can't I just be real with who I am. Find something I wanna do and love.... I will.
That my friend is the power of manifesting... I WILL. I AM.
I will make my dream come true. I am the good person I work everyday to be.
I will improve my lifestyle. I am a healthy person.
I will love and be loved. I am a strong woman.
Love yourself. Love others... but always say it loud... You can't always hear a person who is feeling self pain...but you can encourage them to love them self, by saying your kind words.
xo

xxo

Close your eyes hard, use your heart, feel it's pulsing beats, now picture what you want, what you need NOW. Breathe. " I am happy. I am loved. I can make anything happen with positive force and intention." Breathe. Know you can accomplish anything if you desire. meditate on this. Breathe. Tell yourself you are there, Tell your self you are that amazing person. You have accomplished your destiny. Breathe. ♥ love

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Who do you think you are,
That stubbly chin in the air.
high and mighty, tall and built.
You agree to think you are bigger than I
You claim your fists are rougher then mine.
But who do you think you are?
Why do you hold such hatred?

For you have the ability to crush me, break these bones.
You can not mold me,
or tear out my heart.
You are empty.

That voice in which booms across a flat land,
I do not fear.
Hidden tricks, Sly and shifty eyes do not terror me.
For you sir, are empty.

What I see, a man broken and shattered.
There has been no one you could bear to.
You are EMPTY!
Your eyes, with such fiery, bear pain and curse.
How do you think with a shut mind?
You hold such envy to those who speak out,
in yet you pry and threaten their tongue.

You angry sinister.
I do not pity you.
I do not pity your pain.
Your money holds no value, for your hands show no mercy.
Your labor does no good, but your labor ruins.
Who do you think you are?

Sir, I pray thee, fix your ways.
Start a new day.
Decide on words of love, I beg thee!
Let go of your learned anger, release only goodness unto others.
This is the time to fix your ailing ways.
Who do you want to be?
Who, now, do you think you are?

When you have changed what you hate...
come fourth and grab my hand.
Tell me your words of kindness.
Then will you KNOW who you are.
Then, you will know love, for you and others.