I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go.- Anais Nin
"Be content with what you have; Rejoice in the way things are. When you realize there is nothing lacking, the whole world belongs to you."- Lau Tsu.
taking thoughts into action, discovering me.
to triumph the mind thoughts,
beginning the gifting that with in pain lies beauty.
a lotus grows from the broken mud,
as will the lady use her own self love.
trying trying so hard.
for greatness. goodness.
humility. a positive reality.
someone worth experiancing truth in a true love.
fairy tales may not exist in this time,
but I'll wait for when that story is mine.
When the world tests your spirit,
can you hold your head high and spread your wings?
Will you hold your breath to see the sea,
can you open your eyes through the salted mysteries?
When the photos are tainted, withered with care,
from holding on for the memories that are no longer there.
Can that selfish voice inside your head now become still in your mind,
as the footsteps you once kissed step away for your wish to give up trying.
While some keep the hands pressed in prayer to the heart,
time will continue, so I forfeit this love that had no ending, nor start.
My toes dance to the same sweet loveless beats,
as in those moments I pretended to wish on childish dreams.
I'll read to words of time to ease the ache,
throwing a chin high forcing my wings to spread, although they are weak.
and Although black drips drop to the floors,
I sweep them with my toes as the ocean's hold grips to my cold core.
I'll let my body float accepting the fate,
that the breath for this old love is the last breath I'll take.
And whether you come to the sense that there could have, would have... maybe,
well darling there just shouldn't have been a thought I was your baby.
Lifting this veil I can now reassure our love's truth,
there was passion in us both within all that we do.
Sweet music in the sheets, upon counters and against doors,
but that was the problem there was no special moment, just another moment as your wh*re.
This is not a letter, nor song for a sap
but a reality check with words in myself, for I am worth more than that.
Knowledge is gained within but a break,
Just two point five months will get you growth, at least that much is at stake.
So forgive my corny lingo, analyzing this poem,
all the words written could not be written without love alone.
... for when in Rome, a few heart breaks were made,
I'll triumph again for at least this past weekend I was gifted to be once more (passionately) laid.
“Did you know I always thought you were braver than me? Did you ever
guess that that was why I was so afraid? It wasn't that I only loved
some of you. But I wondered if you could ever love more than some of me.
I knew I'd miss you. But the surprising thing is, you never
leave me. I never forget a thing. Every kind of love, it seems, is the
only one. It doesn't happen twice. And I never expected that you could
have a broken heart and love with it too, so much that it doesn't seem
broken at all. I know young people look at me and think my youth seems
so far away, but it's all around me, and you're all around me. Tiger
Lily, do you think magic exists if it can be explained? I can explain
why I loved you, I can explain the theory of evolution that tells me why
mermaids live in Neverland and nowhere else. But it still feels magic.
The
lost boys all stood at our wedding. Does it seem odd to you that they
could have stood at a wedding that wasn't yours and mine? It does to me.
and I'm sorry for it, and for a lot, and I also wouldn't change it.
It
is so quiet here. Even with all the trains and the streets and the
people. It's nothing like the jungle. The boys have grown. Everything
has grown. Do you think you will ever grow? I hope not. I like to think
that even if I change and fade away, some other people won't.
I
like to think that one day after I die, at least one small particle of
me - of all the particles that will spread everywhere - will float all
the way to Neverland, and be part of a flower or something like that,
like that poet said, the one that your Tik Tok loved. I like to think
that nothing's final, and that everyone gets to be together even when it
looks like they don't, that it all works out even when all the evidence
seems to say something else, that you and I are always young in the
woods, and that I'll see you sometime again, even if it's not with any
kind of eyes I know of or understand. I wouldn't be surprised if that is
the way things go after all - that all things end happy. Even for you
and Tik Tok. and for you and me.
"Wendy you? What the hell does that mean?"Talbot asked.
"Wendy,
from Peter Pan! Peter and the lost boys set to go off fighting pirates
while Wendy has to stay back and clean their stupid tree house. We'll,
I'm not doing it. I'm fighting for my baby brother and that's final.”
―
Bree Despain,
The Savage Grace
“You know that place between asleep and awake, the place you can still
remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you, that's where I
will be waiting”
―
Peter Pan
"When the first baby laughed for the first time, its
laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about,
and that was the beginning of fairies."
—
J.M. Barrie
(Peter Pan)
Fairytales:
"If I’m honest I have to tell you I still read fairy-tales and I like them best of all."
—
Audrey Hepburn
"Come away, O human child! To the waters and the wild With a faery, hand in hand, For the world's more full of weeping than you can understand."
—
William Butler Yeats
(The Collected Poems)
The fairy poet takes a sheet
Of moonbeam, silver white;
His ink is dew from daisies sweet,
His pen a point of light.
~Joyce Kilmer
my quote for the day that I think maybe, I just made up.
" Hear words and song of beauty, Your world becomes beautiful. Speak words and song of beauty, You become beautiful to the world!" - mj fairyjane ♥
Blind folk see the fairies.
Oh, better far than we,
Who miss the shining of their wings
Because our eyes are filled with things
We do not wish to see.
~Rose Fyleman
And though you should live in a palace of gold, or sleep in a dried up ditch,
You could never be as poor as the fairies are, and never as rich.
~Rose Fyleman
You're pretty cool lady, got the good flow and I've noticed you're a positive energy for your friends.
thank you love
i know how bad I want to surround myself with greatness, love in
positivity and knowledge so I should expect that want to be of those I
surround myself with.
I feel you.
ahhh the feeling of connection in goodness! this is why I know the world is healing...
too much knowledge in having a healthy, positive life is being shared!
...defiantly growing alot ..always have been one who seeks knowledge for in
and out.. i guess since i love people around me so much I want to make
it bearable. I know I love growing from the ones i surround myself, so i
figure they would want the same. -mj
“Kill all my demons, and my angels might die too.” ― Tennessee Williams
This quote was presented to me by one of my closets friends, now fully
settling in to my mind. These words help me acknowledge that my faults,
may it be my hyper active self getting to happy and squeely, or maybe
when a girl gets a little(or alot) emotional for a hot minute, seeking
too hard to find understanding in miscommunication ...
its so important for those around to stay present. Accept those silly
faults as perfections (that can be worked on with love). Accept somebody
when what feels like a sludge puddle of confusion and anger is building
in the relationship... understand that "this too shall pass". After
those messes and personal break downs, after the being comes out of the
crazy tunnel, Growth is then presented. Understanding in self and with
that understanding is a much greater appreciation for those who stuck
through and held space whether it be a friend, lover, family member,
There are always exceptions to the rules but when you yourself need to
breakdown and breakthrough... you OF COURSE want the love, support and
people to understand (or just hold space). Be there for one another...
these times are trying. There are incredible changes being created that
as human beings, we should be supportive of one another. No judgements,
instead helping one another with growth... mmm Open mind, Open heart.
side note: When holding a heavy stone, it read "Do you like carrying
this weight" and on the opposite side of this black rock said "Let it
go". wow. Sending love, light and fairy kisses to all those whom I am
blessed to know, get to know and grow with. xox -fairy jane
nication ...
its so important for those around to stay present. Accept those silly
faults as perfections (that can be worked on with love). Accept somebody
when what feels like a sludge puddle of confusion and anger is building
in the relationship... understand that "this too shall pass". After
those messes and personal break downs, after the being comes out of the
crazy tunnel, Growth is then presented. Understanding in self and with
that understanding is a much greater appreciation for those who stuck
through and held space whether it be a friend, lover, family member,
There are always exceptions to the rules but when you yourself need to
breakdown and breakthrough... you OF COURSE want the love, support and
people to understand (or just hold space). Be there for one another...
these times are trying. There are incredible changes being created that
as human beings, we should be supportive of one another. No judgements,
instead helping one another with growth... mmm Open mind, Open heart.
side note: When holding a heavy stone, it read "Do you like carrying
this weight" and on the opposite side of this black rock said "Let it
go". wow. Sending love, light and fairy kisses to all those whom I am
blessed to know, get to know and grow with. xox -fairy jane
These past few months have been the most incredible journey.
Falling in love with every person I have surrounded myself with... they have become a family.
Falling in passion and love with where my heart is taking me, forcing me to listen, learn and I am gaining so much knowledge, an overwhelming amount of grace in advice.
Where am I going? How the hell am I supposed to plan a year ahead solidly when everyday the world is blessing me with a new choice and opportunity EVERYDAY. God, how the hell do I show these people my appreciation, my love and support?!... Just taking a little step at a time, walking the walk. Recently I was confronted with the fact of how I let myself get caught up, forgetting to stay present... which in the end pushed my mind and heart from where it was desired most. The only possible way to show I learned my lesson, staying present, staying with purity in intention and chilling out when my mind overcomes my heart. The quote most prominently used in my everyday life, "Outta your mind and into your heart". At this point it feels like a skipped record. The most beautiful skipped record I could hear. Thank you all for sticking through and through with me, giving me the opportunity to overcome my own brick walls, letting my mind wonder from a stable place every now and again so I can veer into adventure... if I never had these adventures, if I never stuck my neck out to literally love as strong as I do, if I.. if, if if...well I wouldn't be the fairy whom I am today. This beautiful life, is the best life of my life. I love you all. EVERY... single... one of you. But mostly... I love YOU! Thank you! The photos only give an idea of these beautiful moments, people and adventures. Hot damn I am truly happy.
i know how bad I want to surround myself with greatness, love in
positivity and knowledge so I should expect that want to be of those I
surround myself with.
