moving trail

boiling to the rim,
dripping to the bottom,
echoing constantly
beating in my ear drums.
my head seems boggled
craving for more,
desiring enrichment, stimulation!
the major cardiac muscle,
working a hundred times harder then it's ever known
this axis in my world,
spinning too fast.
My pace, I know , I can't keep up.
I procrastinate, I break down,
I'm in ruins of everything I've loved or once had.
Some way I come up...
Fighting back for my air,.
striving for my stability once more.
I jump, squeal, become over excited,
over anticipate what's to come.
My negatives are well shown and known...
and that be so, I stay misunderstood.
It's all in the wellness of my heart.
I only strive to be, the being that I am.

I hold expectations higher then my head can hold.
Then shot down by but the realization that my
perspective has taken me to believe something false once more

I am only human. but I am a divine one.
I am just me, But I am on a journey,
that only I can travel.
Love, Money, Home, and what ever else life brings me.
I will appreciate all these new travels.
:)