I'm with Lo all day today. It always seems to be a perfect day when I'm with my girlfriends lately! Today I needed this, this open, free mind. I am still reflecting on my heart and hows its stuck in one spot. But today I felt I could breathe. It seems my constant focus on this break has really made a difference in my personality. I'm coming back though... I still miss... never mind. Lo seems so open with everything me, and I can open up completely. I really appreciate time with her and respect her. I'm always happy, giggling and when sad she knows the perfect things to say, or she gets me off my butt!!!! <him> there's that certain void I still have and can't rid. It just doesn't feel right without < > so... I pretend and breathe when I start to think, meditate on the beach or in my head and rid every thought. When I get a text I try to ignore, showing him that like he asked I'll keep the "staying in touch" to a minimal. There's no way to describe this. I'm getting back on to my feet, back into my head instead of my heart and learning that time tells all.
My grandma seems to be my guardian angel!!! When she sends me letters, there's always an article cut out of the paper... she makes sure it pertains to my life. Not only that but she never stops praying for me. Always telling me how amazing I am, even when I feel I'm at my worst. She always smells so, grandma-ey, Always has the most heartfelt advice and has never stopped loving me. I truly appreciate her.
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