Two days ago, a little thing I'd like to call the 'selfish break up' occurred. and you know what... I'm fine, It was my first love, but I'm fine. No I'm not gonna wallow in tears and eat ice cream and watch stupid sap romance movies... okay maybe just one night. But I'm pretty proud on how I'm handling this. I'm not ready to date or start looking...obviously it's only been a day hahah. However, I'm looking on the bright side... Now i get to wearing my bikini bottoms that actually LOOK good ;)
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
Neil Gaiman
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